Saturday, August 27, 2011

done one task! wehuuuu

hey there (: just done task 3 : mock-up. yeah! tinggal final jea. bahagianyaaa. okey, kite nak share satu cerita lah kann, disebabkan kite tak suka cerita masalah kat orang, so kite cerita kat blog? hehe. (sama je kan, orang baca jugak..) okay, let's get it started.


kite dah lama perasan ni, diorang macam cakap tak fikir perasaan orang lain kot.okay, ada dua pihak, kite sebut dia sorang tu A dengan B okay? kite banyak terbaca post post diorang, kadang kadang serius kite terasa ohh. diorang cakap macam kite ni tak main peranan as a class representor. err..entah, mungkin bagi diorang, for me, semua pasal kelas, kite yang buat. okay. tak baik korang kondem kite macam ni. fikir sikit kalau korang kat tempat kite. tak baik damn kan orang oke. okay, have peace in life, tak guna jatuhkan orang untuk naikkan diri sendiri. 

Friday, August 26, 2011

killing the time.

WHAT WAS YOUR:
1. Last beverage : 100 Plus.
2. Last phone call : Ayahanda
3. Last text message : Rocket
4. Last song you listened to : Stereo Love by Edward Maya
5. Last time you cried : Yesterday.

HAVE YOU EVER:
6. Dated someone twice : Of course lahh
7. Been cheated on : Errr. No. ( think so lahh )
8. Kissed someone & regretted it : No.
9. Lost someone special : Yeah. Please give him back <3 Imishyu Rocket.
10. Been depressed : Most of the time, so yes.
11. Been drunk and threw up : Naaah!

LIST THREE FAVORITE COLORS: 
12: Silver
13: Pink
14: Turquoise

THIS YEAR HAVE YOU:
15. Made a new friend: Yeah.
16. Fallen out of love: Always. Haha
17. Laughed until you cried: A hell lot of time! Lol.
18. Met someone who changed you: changed to an Anger-monger? yeah, lots.
19. Found out who your true friends were: Not yet.
20. Found out someone was talking about you: Yeah.
21. Kissed anyone on your friend's list: Yeah, my girls
22. How many people on your friends list do you know in real life: Half of them.
24. Do you have any pets: Yups. Kalog the bunny.
25. Do you want to change your name: No.. Haven't thought of changing it.
26. What did you do for your last birthday?: I did nothing. The plans all corrupted.
27. What time did you wake up this morning?: 7,00 am
28. What were you doing at midnight last night: Movies.Sleeping.

29. Name something you CANNOT wait for: to see him again?
30. Last time you saw your Mother: just now,
31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life : Get him back?
32. What are you listening to right now: Today my life begins- Bruno Mars.
33. Have you ever talked to a person named tom?: No..
34. Who's getting on your nerves right now: Nobody.
36. Whats your real name: Al-Islah Nur Nazira Zarmani
37. Nicknames: Is. siti.
38. Birth month: November.
39. Zodiac sign: Scorpio.
40. Male or female: Female.
41. Primary School: Sek. Keb. Lereh.
42. Secondary School: Sek. Men. Keb. Klebang Besar.
43. High school/college: UiTM Melaka.
44. Write whatever you want here: get a good pointer for final, be stronger, get Alif back to me.
45. Long or short hair?: Long kot?
46. Height: Entah la, tak teringin nak ukur.
47. Do you have a crush on someone: Yeah, man.
48. What do you like about yourself: I kinda suffer inside.
49. Piercings: Yeah.
50. Tattoos: None.
51. Righty or lefty: None.


FIRSTS:
52. First surgery: None.
53. First piercing: Ears piercing.
54. First best friend: Nor Ain Aris,I miss you, girl.
55. First sport you joined: Archery.
56. First vacation: Errrrr.
58. First pair of trainers: None.

RIGHT NOW:
59. Eating: Kuih raya.
60. Drinking: Syrup.
61. I'm about to: Cry.
62. Listening to: This is my life, Edward Maya lagi.
63. Waiting for: Him.

YOUR FUTURE:
64. Want kids: Yeah. Proud parent
65. Get married: Yes, that's the most important thing.
66. Career: Designer. fashion? Graphic?

WHICH IS BETTER:
67. Lips or eyes: Eyes.
68. Hugs or kisses: Hugs, baby. Hugs!
69. Shorter or taller: Taller, that's for sure.
70. Older or Younger: Oldah!
71. Romantic or spontaneous: Spontaneous. Omg, you have no idea how much i hate romantic thingy!
72. Nice stomach or nice arms: Nice stomach
73. Sensitive or loud: errrr.
74. Hook-up or relationship: Hook-up.


HAVE YOU EVER:
76. Kissed a stranger: No.
77. Drank hard liquor: Nope.
78. Lost glasses/contacts: Yes, most of the time.
79. Sex on first date: Uish, i have a lot more things to do lah.
80. Broken someone's heart: I didn't mean to.
82. Been arrested: No.
83. Turned someone down: Yes, my favourite! Hahaha.
84. Cried when someone died: Yes. hmm
85. Fallen for a friend: Never.

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
86. Yourself: Sometimes.
87. Miracles: Sometimes.
88. Love at first sight: Iya, dong.
89. Heaven: Yes.
90. Santa Claus: No!
91. Kiss on the first date: No.
92. Angels: Yes.

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
94. Had more than 1 girlfriend/boyfriend at a time: Hell no!
95. Did you sing today: Yes, my hobby kan..
96. Ever cheated on somebody: Yes yes yes yes!! Omg :(
97. If you could go back in time, how far would you go: 2010.
98. The moment you would choose to re-live: 18 November 2010.
99. Are you afraid of falling in love: Yes, very.
100. Are you afraid of posting this as 100 truths: Nope at all!

So now.. What are you waiting for? Answer 'em all! Go go.

ramai lagi yang suffer dalam dunia ni, not only you!

okay, post ni mungkin akan buat sesetengah pihak terasa, IM SORRY. I hafto say this. tadi baru je selesai fikir satu masalah ni, and I realised, masalah ni takkan selesai. cuma, kite ada benda nak cakap dengan awak lagi, before kite move on. so, harap awak baca dan faham lah, kite busy je bukan tak sayang awak okey.







"that's the best words to describe to the man that i've admired . maybe things a little tough this day . but i'll try to keep on smiling like usual , eventho nobody knows how i feel . do you still remember our promises ? you're now happy , you keep doubt about this thing but can i ask you something ? "
WHAT IF I DIE TOMORROW ? " maybe now you said , there's still much time left . but how if tomorrow is the time for me to go ? uhh * speechless :'( kite selalu rindu awak,kite selalu ingat awak."




so, everything is over. kite tak pernah menyesal sayang awak.




okay, tu je yang kite nak awak tahu, tak tahu lah awak baca ke tak,sebab fb awak pun dah di-block (im sorry :( )




Love,

Siti.

Sunday, August 21, 2011

okay, harap korang bahagia selalu (:

Hah, semalam kite dikejutkan dengan panggilan telefon, dalam pukul 9.30 kot. rupanya dari A.I (shortform nama dia ni. kite reka.) tapi tambah terkejut lagi bila suara perempuan. dalam otak kite memang dah tembak dah, mesti awek dia, N.A(pun kite yang reka.) she tak kenal kan diri kat me pun. he pun tak cakap apa-apa. so kite layan cam biasa. kite memang suka bercakap kannn. Mase borak borak okay je, tapi me macam tak faham sangat what point, so, kepada she, kite minta maaf, dulu memang kite kawan dengan he, tapi sekarang kite dah jarang kot contact dia. dulu pun kitorang kawan jea. serius.


tapi macam tak baik lah awak bagi lagu (klik sini kalau nak dengar) tu kat kite, kite tak harap apa apa pun dari A.I. okay? So, i'm really sorry N.A. okay, Dia Milikmu. kite dah lama lupa dia okay. kenapa tiba tiba muncul, kenapa mesti call, kenapa kenapa dan kenapa. I'm confused.


Lastly, harap both bahagia okay. kite selalu doakan kawan kawan kite. 

Saturday, August 20, 2011

I'm Sorry Blog, I'm too busy :""(

lame tak update. macam hampeh je blog ni kan. takpe takpe, lagi berapa hari je, kite nak cuti, nanti kite boleh update blog selalu. tadi kite keluar jalan-jalan bersama orang tersayang, bila jalan depan Body Shop je kite teringat 1 insiden dulu. Rocket? kamu ingat lagi tak? Tak pasti hari apa, tapi kami memang biasanya keluar hari Sabtu atau Rabu je, bak kata rocket, " is kan memang suka keluar hari kokurikulum" haha *____* masa hari tu jugaklah baru kita tahu perfume kesukaan Rocket. Nama dia White Musk For Men - Sport. Mulanya macam ni, kitorang just keluar nak sambut Hari Cuti kite, almaklumlah, dulu kerja part-time dekat fast-food kan, serius susah nak cuti. Masa berjumpa pun kurang. HAHA.

Lama kitorang cari body shop tu, last sekali, kitorang jumpa dekat tingkat bawah sekali, depan pintu masuk. Sesiapa orang Melaka yang biasa datang MP tahulah kannnn. Then dia pun pilih pilih belek belek. Kite pusing pusing je, sebab kite bukannya pakai perfume pun +__+ kite dah wangi lah Rocket. hehe. kalau minyak wangi pun, baik lagi kite beli One Drop. HEHE. tak pakai lah minyak mahal macam awakkkk. Lepas tu datang sorang Sales Promoter, Dian. Oh snap! nama dia, errr..sedap tapi menyakitkan hati sebab sama dengan sorang minah ni. so, takpe takpe, kite buat tak tahu je. Then dia pun promo lah segalanya kat Rocket. puas diorang bincang, Rocket cakap,
" Is cuba bau, mana wangi. " kite pun buat buat lah pro bau bau kertas tu. We choose the same one! hehe.
Lepas tu dia tanya, nak beli yang 





Ni atau






Yang ni ?

kite cakap lah, kite suka yang biru ni.  Lepas tu, dia tanya salesgirl tu, ada promotion set tak? jawapan salesgirl tu serius buat kite blushinggggg   > ; ^ hehe. Dia jawap,
" You nak beli untuk hantaran yeah? " okay, Gotcha!
"Hah?" - me "Oh."- him. 
"Taklah. nak guna pakai tiap hari." - Rocket (penyelamat keadaan)
"Oh, saya ingat korang dah bertunang."- Dian, the sweet salesgirl. (HAHA. dah tukar, tadi menyampah.)

Kelakar lah sebab muka dua dua terkejut. I can't imagine my face! Lepas tu, kitorang terus pergi McDonald untuk melepaskan gian kite dekat Spicy-Chicken McDeluxe. Lepas tu kitorang lepak pantai. So, ni salah satu precious moment kitorang, thanks for Dian, the salesgirl. 

Okay, stop flashback. Kite memang rindu dia sebab dia dah jauh. Okay takpe. HEHE. -Bye.


Saturday, August 6, 2011

When I saw you for the very first time ...

okay. 2nd entry for this blog. hehe. so, malam ni nak cerita pasal a very very very fine man yang ada dalam hati saya. kitorang mula rapat masa saya SPM 2010.. hmmm. bulan november rasanya. sebab kitorang pernah plan nak jumpa masa birthday saya, tapi tak jadi, atas sebab sebab tertentu. dan, first time hang out masa wedding rakan kerja saya di Tadika Iman Mutiara dulu, Adilah. Rumah Kak Dila dekat Sungai Udang, so, saya kalau bab bab jalan ni memang hampeh sikit. tapi bila Alif sampai je dekat rumah, saya terus bergegas keluar dan masuk kereta. Mula mula saya terkekok kekok lah kan, malu malu lah konon..Alif serius pendiam habis wehh. nasib lah saya ni banyak mulut. alif mungkin tahu saya ni tak tahu jalan and he didn't even ask me! he find the house himself! serius terkejut. bila keluar je kereta, tingginyaaaaaa. kitorang terus jalan same same ke rumah tu.Kalaulah Alif tahu apa perasaan saya time tu kan n_______n..
lepas tu, dia tanya, nak balik terus ke apa?of course lah tak.apalah Alif tanya soalan camtuhhh.ini kata hati, kena potong.Untuk cover macho tak nak bagi dia balik,saya pun jawap, rasa macam nak belanja Alif makan Coconut Shake. sebab tempat saya memang terkenal dengan coconut shake yang sedapppp. Alif pun drive lah lagi. Orang Melaka tahulah kan betapa crowded nya Coconut Shake punya stall tu kan, so, saya bungkus je lah, Alif pun drive lagi terus ke Dataran Pahlawan. Kitorang duduk dekat kerusi batu tu makan coconut shake.
Cantik rambut :) saya memulakan cerita.
Alif : Oh, aL nak potong dah sebab atuk aL marah buat rambut macam ni. (serius baik kan jawapan dia?)
Is : Hehe, abang is pun pernah buat. ala ala mohawk gituuu.
lepas tu borak borak borak. dia tak cakap banyak so kadang kadang surammm..


I fell in love 'cause you looked so fine.


disebabkan Alif memang hensem, tak heranlah kan berapa banyak mata yang tertangkap kat dia. Tak jealous kot, sebab dia bukan jenis hidung belang.aku tahulah, aku kenal dia. lepastu, dia hantar aku balik memandangkan masa amat mencemburui kami dan dia pun kena pergi kerja lepas tu. :"( serius saya tak nak bagi dia balik.


hmmmm. tiap kali ingat benda ni, saya hanya dapat harap pertolongan dari Allah swt untuk kekalkan hubungan baik kami macam ni. okay, lain kali, saya cerita lagi, banyak lagi cerita menarik pasal Alif, Of all the moments we've had, I regret none.


I LOVE YOU AND I MISS YOU.

new blog =) bisnes pun ada.

Assalamualaikum. it's me. in the new blog. so macam mana? serius lama tak blogging kan?
 i'm busy. alasan tak masuk akal. semua orang pun busy. jadi, kalau ada kawan kawan lama terbuka pula blog ni, harap korang follow, nanti saya follow balik =,= serius serius.hehe.
so, sempena Aidilfitri ni, saya ada jual kerongsang. murah je, RM 15. ada yang berminat tak? malam ni saya akan upload gambar gambar. cantik cantik lagi lagi kalau korang kenakan dengan shawl atau selendang. okay :) see you guys tonight k.